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December 15 BBQ night!! Finally school exam juz finished!! Thank God....At least all the exam paper I had tried my best.... I juz hope that all the sub will pass n I can cont next year...Lol... Last Sat our DHTM Sem 2 students juz organized the BBQ... That day will be a memorable day for me... Most of us had enjoyed very much and also very happy.... Actually the most enjoyable n memorable part is when all of us all d sparkling juice..lolx.. All ppl like oridi gt insane n crazy keep pouring each other... After d juice finish v used d bottle n filled water then played played played again... All of us gt wet n very fun...V also almost play many rounds.... Although that night v didnt played until late midnight, but i stil veli fun and cant forget bout that night.... Actually I poured the most ppl is Nic I think...Then Melvin then Erick and Alex...Kaka... Hope that next time will gt the chance to sot n play with them again....Hehe... October 18 Hope the problem got solved a little bit lu~After the incident happen last Tues, I cant blif that I already didnt talk to my dad for almost 4 days...! I even greet him oso didnt greet him~! When Thurs gt class at 1st I oso cant control my emotion cz keep thinking bout my problem~ But luckily gt many frens support me...Then start from that day i juz feel better.... Thx to all my frens~~! Thurs n Fri when I at home I dun even say a word~Then my face juz like no mood no mood dun happy like that... But when in skol I stil ok la...Can smile can talk...Lolx... If today mom didnt ask me out I think d prob stil cant solve geh~So this time oso need to thx my mom.... Juz now afternoon I early bac hum,then my mom called asked me to take her out go downtown buy something... When I acc her go buy things,then she told me about that my dad gt told her that I didnt talked to him this few days...Even morning or night got greet him oso didnt even greet....If gt saw him oso dun wanna talk to him.... When I heard that suddenly I felt that actually my dad veli care bout those small stuff.... Juz now after I bought something,my mom told me that dun keep angry wid dad again...Cz all this stuff that U bought actually d $$ is from dad.... After I get bac hum I juz start to greet my dad lo~Who knw juz now when all of us having dinner outside, his mood good til duno how to desribe..Keep laughing n smiling n also talked about those jokes...Mayb this means that d problem gt solved a little bit gua~ My mom oso gt told me that actually they juz worried about me when I at outside wid frens...Cz d safety not so good here..veli dangerous.. Hehe...Now juz hope that everything will be solved n wont b a problem to me again lo~~ Hope I can be more happy...Thx God for blessing all d way~~ October 15 Meaningless~~Today whole day didnt even go out anywher and find anyone... Juz whole day stay at home doin nothing....Even eat oso didnt hav any mood... Facing with parents or even family I oso cant even control my emotion... I rili dunno wad should I do...I dunno wad should I told them.... Today I dun even smile...Laugh oso..Cz I didnt hav such mood to smile and also laugh... In the future this few days I dunno wad should I do...I dunno wad kind of mood I should face with my family... When I meet them my tears cant stop falling down...I cant control it.... I rili dunno why they wanna do this to me.... I oridi 18 years old...I oso knw how to think carefully...Sure I will also know how to protect myself, isn't it? Y stil wanna treat me like a kid?? Izzit cant blif my any decision?? Izzit cz I like the things like kids then that means I am not mature anymore and also my brain still like a kid??Still thinking like a kid?? U guys oso dun wanna blif me then why I wan to explain to u guys so much?? Explain so much oso juz will occur quarrel.. Better juz keep quiet and dun wanna do anything... Seems u guys dun wan I have a night life... U guys juz take my freedom away and also my hapiness... Then my life oso will be juz meaningless.... Feel wanna DYING...Onli 1 night I doin something wrong... Now I have to sacrifice my night life....No more night life anymore....I oso can say as NO LIFE ANYMORE! Seems u wanna take back my life....Seems u wanna me to be like that... Then i juz can say u make the decision like this, u will lose a happy fren...u will lose a happy sister....Definitely u will oso lose a happy daughter!! Ppl gt night life izzit a problem?? Ppl owez go hum late izzit means the ppl doesn't have discipline?? For my opinion, the most important thing is the ppl who has d night life...Muz knw how to protext themselves... No matter how late u go hum, dun make other ppl worry... I knw this time is my fault...But seems u guys all dun wanna tolerate with me this gurl...Then i cant say anymore... I juz can say i hard to be happy now! This is no longer I wan d life!! Nobody can help me fix this prob...U oridi do this to me....I feel hopeless...I feel helpless..I knw u r trying to help me... But this is not I wan u knw?? Many ppl said my life is not colourful....Even sometimes I oso will think like that... Do u knw y i wil think like that??Because this is not the actual life I wan!! Saying those thing oso useless anymore....I oridi feel tired of quarreling....I oridi feel tired of trying to take back my life...My freedom...Anything... I dunno I still need to wait how long to get my actual life that I wan.... I juz feel veli veli unhappy and feel helpless... I think that now I rili rili veli hard to laugh out loud... Even saying something funny I oso think I didnt hav the mood to say bout it... I lazy to do anything...I lazy to think oso! Even night oso cant go out....Like this onli juz make me wanna die u knw~?! Hope some1 can c d changes...Hope some1 wil realize bout it.... October 07 Sorry~~ Long time didnt write blog jor.... Happen too much things til i dunno wher should i start to write.... Gt something that sure i wont forget.... Sorry that giving u such answer....But i juz can giv u such answer... I cant lie to u...i cant lie to myself too.... This juz will make u n me suffer.... If like that will suffer....So y dun v juz end it like that?? Y dun v juz forget bout it?? Think that nothing happen b4?? I hope i can do like that~~ Time can help us...Izzit? Hmm.... July 29 Thx all everything~~Aiks.... So fast oridi 18years old ler...Haha.... But this year's plan is juz do nothing... Just now Go having lunch with Inti fren...Evon,Michelle,Lynetha,Erick,Justin,Chong n Nic...Lolx... V juz having a simple lunch at Warisan lo....Haha... But when they drink d big glass of milk tea a,rili funny o~~wakaka...Blerk~~ Then v all go take d sticker pic together...Aiks so fun ler... I oso nv try like that b4~~ If gt chance a next time sure need to play n try again~~Lolx.. All d present i gt today i rili like it veli much~~ I rili appreciate it~~Thx!! Today rili happy...Haha.... Oso hope that everyday wil be veli happy juz like today~~ Muakzzz.... June 24 Tired liao....Haiz...A lot of assignment need to do....!!! Scare cant pass it up exact d time....Scare cant handle it....Scare cant pass all the subject..!! How should i do??Every night i slep late...Cz owez worry bout those assignment...Progress test....Quiz....Exam....Plus plus those small small thing...Haiz.... I rili scare i cant handle it..I scare i cant pass it....Haiz.... Rili stress....Tired....Scare....Hmmmm...... Juz hope that everything wil juz b good la.... Juz hope that everything wil juz let it b like tat la...Aiks...Sometimes i oso lazy to think liao..... Hope that d time fast fast go...Hope that all those thing make me fan d all dissapear... I juz wanna b happy....I juz wanna relax.... Haiz....I dun wan to be like too stress oso...Aiks.... Any1 who is Christian if can...can u plz pray for me??? Thx.... June 07 Wad..??RUDE oo...Trip go to KL quite tired...But fun la...Cz can make many new frens...wakaka.... Haiz...But tis trip go to KL make me so HATE AIR ASIA liao... How can their service can such poor??can such sucks?!(sorry to say rude word cz too angry liao) When i bak to KK,u knw...I MISS D FLIGHT LA.... Actually mayb i oso gt some wrong la cz too blur liao...But i stil think this is AIR ASIA d fault...!! How can d boarding board wid d boarding pass d time not same at all??!! If i am those ppl who wont c boarding pass d...then i how??!Owez miss flight la... Then owez miss flight,then i owez buy new ticket la?!!ADA SALAH KAH TIDAK O?!! So many prob in AIR ASIA... 1. boarding board n d boarding pass d time nt same at all la...1 is 1900..1 is 1940!!Haiz... 2. Y i cant hear any ppl find us if they knw v didnt get in d plane bt v oridi check in liao?? 3. Wah...Miss liao then buy a new ticket...how much??RM550 la..!!I go n bak oso juz RM404 lo....Wad d....Haiz....Go bak more more more exp then go n bak 1 time...Aiks..... I oso dunno how to say liao...If next time got chance a,i prefer sit MAS i oso dun wan AIR ASIA..!! Haiz...I oso heard that AIR ASIA wanna bankrupt liao...Haha.... Dunno la...I knw I didnt regret I went KL...I juz regret y i choose AIR ASIA.... Wakaka..... Sorry ya to say so rude bout AIR ASIA...cz i too too too angry liao....Angry til rili wanna boom d terminal that night....rili...!! Hope tat i wil hav d chance go again la...I like KL...Wakaka May 21 Think carefully.... After start my college life n study those new n fresh thing...Actually it is quite fun oso... Can learn many new things are good!Some1 can be knowledgeable...Haha...Lolx... But my opinion is...Try to think positively when you having difficulties... This is important.... Everyone must be "le guan"....Think optimistic...!Just like me...! Haiz....Just get shock actually yesterday cz happen so serious thing.... Now stil gt a little bit scare scare n feel fear when i passed that freaky place.... But i sure believe that GOD will bless me always n help me always rite?? God loves every1 in this world....So thats y yesterday I'm stil save n can playing computer...Wakaka..... May 06 Haiz....Haiz...
My college life juz started 2 days....
Mayb onli me wil think like tat i oso dunno..Haha....
But i didnt feel excited,happy,fun anymore....y?
N wad i feel?I feel scare...stressful....N oso no confident anymore...
Hope that after sometimes mayb i can handle this...
Hope that some1 can giv me strength...Power...N oso confident....
Thx!
May GOD bless me ....Lolx April 25 Hope tat it is right....Think liao d whole night...
Finally i awake.....Finally i knw wad i wan....
Hope that i do d last decision is d right decision....
Hope that i wont regret...So do you....
I juz realize tat actually this is not d time....
The time haven arrive yet...Still at d wrong time now...
Sorry....I knw tat b4 wad i do it to you,sure hurt you....
But wad i tel u,is all true....
Dun try to think that i lie u...Wad i told u is true....Rili....
I knw in d future sure got another gurl more suitable u than me....
I knw in d future sure got another gurl more love u than i love u,more care u than juz like i care u....
N more like u juz like i like u....
April 17 Finally....Finally i succes....!
Finally i giv up...!
Great...!Yeah.....
Now i juz fell like nothing can control me...
So when talk bout those thing again i feel hopeless...Feeless...
This is great rite?? April 13 So sad....Bad mood....This 2 days happen so many things...But u oso didnt at my side..... U didnt find me....I am going to giv up liao.... Ask u to giv me sometime...Y u wanna keep rushing mE?? Oridi told u liao i haven prepare to start a relationship n i oso didnt hav d mood to say those thing now.... If u rili likes me then y dun u wait for me?? I knw i can feel that u care bout me... U knw u from KK oso can drive alone to Kingfisher juz cz of wanna meet me... I veli touch that time u knw...U oso follow behind my car cz juz wanna send me bak home.... I feel pleased n touch....Thank you...! Then cz of i wan u to giv me time then u said u dun wan care bout me liao.... U wan me how to do??? Cz of u ...U make me like this.... Before i oridi hopeless in love....Is u giv me hope again.....Now cz u say those word....Make me feel so HOPELESS.... I dun wan to say those thing liao....Rili.... |
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